Gemini sun, scorpio moon. is anyone else this combo?

i'm just wondering. i'm a gemini by the sun and a scorpion by the moon. i have the most difficult time understanding myself...i'm my own worst enemy and when i get bored i cause havoc in my life just for fun. i can't even help it. i'm easy going, yet extremely emotional and i have the most difficult time communicating. i'm extremely scattered and have no idea what i want in life. i'm charming and many guys are interested in me although i'm very scared of commitment although i love deep relationships. OK I'M DONE, does anyone of the same signs have any thoughts or ways to relate?(: